life is a biatch

Its matter of been screwed or screwing right back at it.

I consider myself lucky, as i never had any real hardship in my life so far, but it doesnt mean when i've over hear other ppl's tough time in life it would made me appreciate my life more. I would feel sad cos i could never be able to feel how they are going through life. esp if its someone i care for are going through that phase, made me feel i wants to support them even if am not there for them. So fuck the idealistic of fairness, life is never fair . . .

I would not giveup of been an real designer, this hibernation period of mine will end soon. As am becoming less fear of this biatch so called life.