Trust your hopes, not your fears . . .

Facing your fears and keep on hoping

relationship is...

Been overly busy with physical mail out today at work, leaves my brain with such free space to think. Which really leads to one of my weakness from time to time.. over thinking. well its not a bad thing when utilizing for study, analyzing problems, but its just not a good option when thinking about relationship. We all individual beings, top priority is respect one another, include their personal space and decision... However, with such capacity of the brain work done today, i've almost crossed that fine line and damage the trust we already build up for.

i like how del said to me once, relationship is like planning a plant, with love and patients. too little or too much water would kill it.

after all fish should just go with the flow then hehe :)

what do girl wants ?

What do we want from men? Or perhaps what do we want to see ourselves through a man... I never believe you can change a man the way he is, but i believe if he wants to change, you wont stop him. Bunny, I still love you and its growing inside me everyday but something is changing inside me too, i donno what's it change into. . . I dont know what to think anymore, I dont want to loss you but at same time I wont pull the string back if you are letting it go . . . I guess only time would tell.