in a rush

It came over me in a rush
When I realized that I love you so much
That sometimes I cry, but I cant tell you why
why I feel what I feel inside

How I try to express what's been jugglin' my mind
But still can't find the words
But I know that something's got a hold of me

Baby, some day I'll find a way to say
just what you mean to me
But if that day never comes along
and you don't hear this song
I guess you'll never know that...

And when I say inside, I mean deep
You fill my soul with something I cannot explain
What's over me

Bunny hunting diary

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3 March 2008
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location: Kuala Lumpur (KL), Malaysia 0 KL | +8 GMT |
Latitude: 3 10 N
Longitude: 101 42 E
Local Time: 6:35:58 PM

Target found, sign of life detected. Communication was down due to global warming... q(*A*)p need to upgrade tracing device..Darrrhhhhhh

"Absence Makes The Heart Grow Fonder"

Spirit of 2008

So many things am looking forward to 2008:

1. Keep fit, loss weight, looking after myself in all kinds of ways !!!

2. Keep on hunting for creative inspirations. After long drought of non productive season, lets make this year more fruitful

3. Finally have the budget for my dream Mac and start learning motion graphic.

4. Continue to becoming a positively happy person. Happiness is really a personal choice, that can be found even on tinniest thing around you :).

5. Be motivational and productive for work, WOOORK = $$$

6. Find happiness with my loved ones and dear friends, thanks for been understanding and supportive for 2007 \(^o^)/

lil mind for the past

Forget, forgive and brush off all the unhappiness lay in the past, keep those happy memories and bring them into the year ahead. Learn from the past and keep on growing strong. ~\(*A*)/~



To bunny,

Sometimes i don't know how to express myself in front of you, but after what we had it made me realize how much i treasure you, no one made my mind so messy that week, i couldn't even focus on work, i couldn't eat. Yet again no one ever challenged my decision but you. A week might seems sort but felt like years for me and my rattle mind, I don't know what would future hold for us, but call me stupid, i don't want to let you go without trying.

I decide to leave this thought here, cuz its in the past, the only thing i bring with me is the self who growing strong inside.

Trust your hopes, not your fears . . .

Facing your fears and keep on hoping

relationship is...

Been overly busy with physical mail out today at work, leaves my brain with such free space to think. Which really leads to one of my weakness from time to time.. over thinking. well its not a bad thing when utilizing for study, analyzing problems, but its just not a good option when thinking about relationship. We all individual beings, top priority is respect one another, include their personal space and decision... However, with such capacity of the brain work done today, i've almost crossed that fine line and damage the trust we already build up for.

i like how del said to me once, relationship is like planning a plant, with love and patients. too little or too much water would kill it.

after all fish should just go with the flow then hehe :)