random blubbering

As I was suffering from low emotional pms and stress from filming past few day. After a solid 12 hours of sleep, i've successfully mode my face into my beloved pillow and recovered. Ahhhh.. nice feeling to be awake and breathing. Had an very easy day today, well mostly day dreams, donno why maybe because of my good quality of sleep (which always an essential issue to my very own happiness). Felt supper happy to a level my mind went unscrewed and some parts falls out. hehehe.. em maybe thats why senpei was correcting my kata today at karate class. He said well ur kata needs more kime and u seems day dreaming so ur hands and arms was like wheaaaaa... all over the place. Meh, i shall practise my kata and get grade by end of May, cannot be 'evergreen'.

Wellly welllllly welll, glad to get to know bit well with my new friends, makes me feel that am moving forward. but still havent heard from Mr Y, for which i know he's having so much shit at his end, just hope for the best. Cos it made me feel a bit guilty of enjoying the peace am having at the moment. On top of that may i say its a such pleasure to know tashi, during the road trip home yesterday we were connecting so well and shared a lot of deep thoughts towards cultural and people. I've always enjoy random converstations merge into profundity level.

on top of that i miss beijing and my family friend there, and i wish to live overseas on my own for a period in my life time. ohwell its bed time again!