Blind ambitions

Its probably too much for me to think at this hour and after a tiring day of work and party. But i realllly reallly want to say that love is blind! few friends is having emotional dramas lately, compare to the shit they are going though, i think the pile am in right at the moment just arent as big. But yet again life is 10% what happens and 90% how we react, we can chose to be happy, many just dont realise it, rather they start to depends on other things. I dont mind to lent them my shoulder for tears or comfort, but i hope they could understand there is no one else to carry the burden but their own shoulder.

Anywaaayz, today i've stepped into this secondhand book store hiding in Caringbah. Ohhhh i guess its da joy of da day. Felt so much like a kid lost in those old school lolly store. i like smell of old book, feeling very peaceful. bought two books under both $10. One is called the sunken kindom fully discover the Atlantis mystery, i love historical myth, to me they are reality fictions. Another book is called orange langhter, didnt really pay attention to the font cover till i turned it over, it explores the tangle of secrets and lies that make up the stories of its three main potagonists. An individual with a complex history and a heart full of painfull secrets arent plain anymore...emm am having trouble of stopping myself buying books every time i've step into an interesting book store, well maybe that could explain why am so broke always :P ...

Sooo.. it seems that i've lost my initial point, and its really time for bed, otherwise i dont want to drive like a panda next day, a tip for whoever is having an emotional crisis right now, a good quality sleep is just so much helpfull for balancing back odd moods, at least it works well on me.